time ticks by...

07 is coming to an end!! ahh... cant believe this hectic year is over. or rather this 2 long years. so many things happened and so many things are yet to happen haha. and guess wad?? i found a job. wonderful man. cant explain my anxiety and nervousness...

i'm going to be a relief teacher. omg.

ok altho one gd point is you work at earthly hours and the school is jus like erm, 2 min walk from my hse. haha. ok that was 2 gd points. anyways there's so many terrible scary points.

1. i only have jeans to wear, which is not allowed.
2. i've to face a super big grp of people
3. i've to mark scripts.
4. i've to teach things i've never touched for like. decades.
5. i've zero experience.
6. i don want to talk to so many ppl!!
7. the class so big!!!
8. wad if i stone??

oh great. this is really scary. hais. why did i even take it up, you'll ask. and den i'll answer. i duno i always believed one thing and you told me i was wrong. but now you are the one proving me how right i was.

i said i've laid it down. den why do i fell this way. i cant explain to anyone. including myself. and seeing you, you, you everyone! why. wad do i mean to you? i don get it. is it true. and you. wad do you want from me? i dont know wad you want. and i'm tired. i jus don believe in it anymore. i feel like jus telling you that. i duno.

到头来，还是一个人
if you think i'm fine,
you're wrong.

I LOVE YOU TCS

i'm not some mediacorp fan kays. nono i'm so not. i don like local shows haha. anyways i really love you all=( it's been really long since i saw so many of you guys... really miss you all so much. too bad sumin couldnt come all we could take a big family photo. it'll be the best photo ever :))

we met ytd at orchard at 5pm. but as usual me's late! haha... so's beth. and the funniest thing (ok, it's the dumbest) happened. get ready:

we were on the same carriage since yio chu kang but we din know till er reached bradell!! i smsed her to ask if she brought the score for me and i shun bian say i'm going to be late. at that time i was at er i think yck. den she replied saying she did bring adn that she's late too. i asked her where she is, at that time i was at bishan alr. den she replied "bishan. haha". den i gasped and asked her where, and that i was at the head. jus then, i raised my head to look ard. and THERE SHE WAS. barely 3m opp from me. oh my goodness!! it was so embarrassing. she din see me either la! gdness. and we realised shocking-matter no.2: we got the same handphone pouch at the exact same place. but of a day diff. oh man.

ok that was seriously dumb. and i shall tell a secret. BETH WORE HEELS. haha. as in those really painful kind. ok i duno wad's it called haha. anyways we went to food replublic to eat. and no, ongsiyun, going there is not called going budget. their teh-ping is $1.70!!! can kill la gdness. but anyways we eat and talked and stayed there for so long befroe we realised like usual, we're attracting loads of attention. and finally we decided to leave to let those other poor customers rest their feet wahaha x)

den we went to far east to shop. kinda. i din buy anything but it's ok cos i shopped with nana last fri and we had a great great time! :) spent so much hahaha... we crapped alot and everything. it was jus plain super fun :) took a fair bit of photos but as usual they're not with me. i shall get them from ongyun soon.

love you all:) so much.

tdy went to taka to get the job application thingy. shermin should start earning before she spends haha. altho she spent already. ah wells. went to recruit express to look for andrew. haha i din know he so shuai!! whee oops. hahaa. is ongsiyun recommend de. he said our interview is so random. haha. he asked me wad kind of job do i want and i replied "er, can i have one that doesnt have to face a large grp of ppl?" and he said. "huh?"

haha ok nvm i shall jus wait for his reply. i duno if i should submit the application form for syphony music school, galleria or christofori. hais. or should i even submit. hmm... but anyways my first student is coming on fri morn!! :S oh greatl scary scary. haha. i better teach well or i'm dead =x

ok i'm talking alot cos too long neva blog le haha. anyways prom was not too bad. but not very gd either haha. ah wells. cant expect much. sec 4 one was definitely more fun. but i managed to take photos with all my frens and classmates and the wushu gang!! yeahs. but the sad thing is i went home straight after it. no one to go out with sighs. nvm i expected that. but it was great i could hitch a ride wahaha. took cheeyang's car home yay. so paiseh tho. haha kk i shall post photos! once i get my clique photo i'll post it too!! show off to the world my wonderful familyy!!! i love you tcs. thx so much for everything!!